Sunday, July 30, 2006


I LOVE clean sheet day!

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Free???!!! What's the catch?

Today I took a little walk to a place I hadn't been since I was in high school...possibly even before that! I strolled along the treelined sidewalks to my destination. It took all of 15 minutes to get there...I could have driven it in about 5.

I approached and entered the brick structure with the quasi-Mansard roof atop it, and enjoyed the familar smell that brought me back to my childhood. (and the a/c wasn't bad either!) I smiled as I walked through the airlock into the main space. I looked around and took in all the changes as well as those things that stayed the same. Most things were in the same place as they were all those years ago including the not-so-nice woman who's been there since I can remember (and she still seemed nasty as ever!)!

I approached the desk and the woman behind it asked if she could help me. I replied that she could and stated what I wanted. She did as I had asked, so I thanked her and then turned to explore this environment a little more. I wandered around hunting and pecking for things here and there.

When I was finished retreiving the items I found interesting, I went back to that very desk where another woman assited me. As I was leaving, I smiled again remembering all the times, good and bad, that I had here. I even reminisced how Skii and I would come here after school to "do homework" and yet we never seemed to get much done there. I returned home happy about what I had accomplished today....and a little sweatier.

If you have yet to figure out to where I traversed today, I'll tell ya. It was none other than my local public library! I've never been into reading all that much. It's not that I don't like to read, I just never knew who to read. I didn't like wasting time reading part of a book just to realize it wasn't a good book (to me anyway). I'm still in a lurch as to who's good and who's not so good in the literary world, so I'm hoping my friends who read my blog (and are more literate than I) will help me as I begin my quest again to become an intellectual. (a post about that at a later time)

Sunday, July 23, 2006


Am I that boring that I don't even get comments from canned luncheon meat people anymore??!!

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Bummed Out

Today feels more like this:

Than this:

What a bummer. :(

Thursday, July 20, 2006


Came across this newby's blog. Check it out. Let me know what you think!

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Monday, July 10, 2006

Walk On - by U2

And love
It's not the easy thing
The only baggage
That you can bring
Not the easy thing
The only baggage you can bring
Is all that you can't leave behind

And if the darkness is to keep us apart
And if the daylight feels like it's a long way off
And if your glass heart should crack
Before the second you turn back
Oh no, be strong

Walk on
Walk on
What you got, they can't steal it
No they can't even feel it

Walk on
Walk on
Stay safe tonight

You're packing a suitcase for a place
None of us has been
A place that has to be believed
To be seen

You could have flown away
A singing bird
In an open cage
Who will only fly
Only fly for freedom

Walk on
Walk on
What you got
You can't deny it
Can't sell it or buy it

Walk on
Walk on
You stay safe tonight

And I know it aches
How your heart it breaks
You can only take so much

Walk on
Walk on

Hard to know what it is
If you never had one

I can't say where it is
But I know I'm going

That's where the heart is

And I know it aches
And your heart it breaks
You can only take so much
Walk on

Leave it behind
You've got to leave it behind

All that you fashion
All that you make
All that you build
All that you break

All that you measure
All that you feel
All this you can leave behind

All that you reason
All that you care

It's only time
And I'll never fill up all my mind (??)

All that you sense
All that you scheme
All you dress up
And all that you see

All you create
All that you wreck
All that you hate

Saturday, July 08, 2006

40 Questions as stolen from Batty, as stolen from ee

1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Why yes...and I really liked it! ;)

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? depends on what coaster I'm on, but usually no

3. When was the last time you went sledding? many years ago with my ex and his brother

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? do I know the someone else or is it just some random person?

5. Do you believe in ghosts? Yes...more so after an interesting Ouija board experience at Z's house

6. Do you consider yourself creative? only subconsciously

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? More than likely

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? neither

9. Do you stay in touch with exes? only through my mother, but since she's retiring, probably not. Otherwise, only when I happen to run over....uh I mean run into him, but it's more like walk right past him.

10. Do you know how to play poker? Kinda, sorta, not really

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? I think I was at the end of this past semester, but can't really recall for sure.

12. What is your favorite commercial? the one credit card one with MacGyver in it. Hysterical!

13. What are you allergic to? the whole outdoor world....grass, trees, plants, fur, feathers, flowers, clouds, air, other people...

14. If you are driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around, do you run red lights? are you kidding me???!! That's against the law!!!

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows, but you? Probably, but it's so secret even I don't know it!

16. Boston Red Sox or Yankees? Indians!!!!

17. Have you ever been ice-skating? A few times, but prefer rollerskating on roller skates...not blades!

18. How often do your remember your dreams? almost every morning, but if I don't try to recall them right when I wake up, I'll forget them unless something else sparks a memory of it.

19. When was the last time you laughed so hard, you cried? I can't really recall when, but it was fairly recent and I believe Skii was involved...she's usually good for a laugh til you cry moment! :D

20. Can you name five songs by The Beatles? Blackbird, Michelle (for OBVIOUS reasons), Lady Madonna, Ob-la-di Ob-la-da, Yellow Submarine, Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band...oops that's more than five.

21. What's the one thing of your mind now? not much really

22. Do you know who Ghetto barbie is? Is that Britney???

23. Do you always wear your seat belt? Ever since we had to on vacation in order to get a free sundae from McDonald's...I believe it was in '83

24. What cell service do you use? Cingular

25. Do you like Sushi? Mmmmmmmmmmm....yum!

26. Have you ever narrowly avoided a fatal accident? I don't believe I've ever had the unfortunate pleasure and that's quite fine by me!

27. What do you wear to bed? full make-up and a hair net

28. Been caught stealing? Almost....but my dad realized that I had already peeled the wrapper off of the Grape Bazooka Bubblegum and had it in my mouth as he was walking to the cashier at the Quick Shop therefore avoiding my impending imprisonment. Would have been real tough on a 3-yr-old!

29. What shoe size do you have? 8, 7 1/2, 8 1/2. I just go with what fits and what's comfortable!

30. Do you truly hate anyone? the ex...actually no, I don't hate him. Wouldn't waste the time and effort on him!

31. Classic Rock or Rap? Both...gotta love Old School rap!

32. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be? None! Can you just imagine the scandal?!

33. Have you ever sang in front of the mirror? most every day

34. What is your favorite song of all time? I have TONS

35. What food do you find disgusting? Liver.....yuck!

36. Do you sing in the shower? only if there's a good song on the radio

37. Did you ever play, "I'll show you mine, if you show me yours?" yes, but not in the way that they're suggesting.

38. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back? Probably, but they probably did the same as well to me

39. Have you ever stood up for someone you hardly knew? Yes

40. Have you ever been punched in the face? yes, by the mean bully Chris on the school bus (which I only rode on Mondays to my friend Mary's house) in kindergarten. He punched me right in the nose! Made it bleed too and Chuck the bus driver gave me his hanky (hopefully it was clean!) to contain the blood gushing from my nose. But you know what?! My parents didn't even THINK to sue the kid, his parents, the bus driver and the bus company for it! AMAZING

Thursday, July 06, 2006

I was SO bored today....

I painted this rock.

Monday, July 03, 2006

Didn't need a silly test to tell me this!

Your Job Dissatisfaction Level is 84%

Your job is a disaster - it's surprising you've lasted this long.
You need to quit if you can, even if you don't have another job lined up.
As far as stressful work situations go, yours is off the scale brutal.
Almost any job would be better than what you've got!
You Are 40% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. See what all those years in Catholic school did for me??!!

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. Somewhat??!! I have to disagree here...I AM a chaotic mess!

You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. Yes, but everyone ELSE is.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. How'd they know??!!

You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer. Um...where I work, hand sanitizer is my best friend!!!